dance, dance

P.E. class today was a weird mix of insecurity, embarrassment, inferiority complexes, and enjoyment.  haha.  we had to give dance presentations in groups of four.  sort of reminded me of dance class in lower school - the really awkward presentations we had to give.  but anyway.

the teacher played this creepy egyptian/arabian-type music, and we all shouted out words that came to mind, such as "snakes", "creepy religions", "camels", and "egypt".  then in our groups of four, we each picked a word we wanted to work on.  my group picked "snakes".  now.  i was in a group with hibiki, may and naoko, and all three of them are like best friends and are on the dance team.  hibiki is the girl i knew from new york.  they all really wanted to do "snakes", so i was like hell whatever.  

as most of you know, i don't really dance.  i enjoy having fun at random dance parties and stuff, but i don't...dance dance.  and all three of them are really good because dance team at ICU is hardcore.  and so there they were being all snakey and i was like okay i am not doing this because a.) i physically CANNOT slither around like you people, and b.)  i feel really dumb.  so i decided that i wanted to be the guy playing the pipe that summons the snakes.  good way out, right?  and so we made up a story where i play the pipe and the snakes wake up and dance all snakily and then they come and attack me and squeeze me to death.

so the presentation went really well, because well.  the three of them were good, and i got to be really dramatic in my dying and suffocating to death.  but i really disliked having to go up there with these girls, and i felt like i stuck out like a sore thumb.  but then again, because i was in a group with them, i felt "safe", meaning that they wouldn't be watching me and judging.  because when all the other groups were presenting, i knew they were like wtf are they doing.

blah.